A wonderful testimony from Lady in Germany.
Please excuse me if there are some mistakes, because I am German and my English is not perfect. Jesus Christ has done so much for me. And I only can share the most important things here. But I want to start at the beginning. Before I met Jesus I didn´t know who God is.
I believed that there is someone somewhere..... But Jesus....? Jesus existed at Christmas and Easter as a fairytale But he was not reality for me. I didn´t know that I can live in a personal relationship with him. And that he can be the best friend of men. Before I met Jesus I had some bad experiences.
When I was 13 years old my father became ill with a brain tumor. It was cancer. It was a bad time and 2 years later he died. It was hard to me to see what happend to him and my whole life turned upside down. From this time on I had horrible nightmares and state of panic (panic attack) without any reason. And it got worse and worse. Sometimes I had the feeling to get crazy and I had big fear of death. The thought to be buried under the ground was awful. I had no hope. And I didn´t want to live anymore. This was the first time when the idea came to kill myself.
When I was 18 I got married for the first time. One day I recognized that this man had other women beside me. I suffered so much sorrow and pain at this time. After 2 years we got divorced. The ground was cut under me. I tried things like alcohol, spiritism and other bad things while I was searching after the meaning of life. And I knew that there must be more. But I didn´t know where to find it. But none of this things could give me what I was searching for. Things got worse and worse. One day I was standing at the window of my bathroom and I was looking outside. I was all alone and sad. And I was thinking about the mess of my life. The door bell rang. I opened the door and there were standing 2 women in front of my door. They asked me to talk with me about God. And I said "Yes I would like to talk about God." THIS WAS THE DAY WHEN MY LIFE BEGAN TO CHANGE !
I started to read the bible.It wasn´t boring. The words became alive to me. It spoke right into my heart and gave hope and comfort to me. Often when I opened the bible and started to read there was a word I exactly needed at this moment. I recognized that this was not by accident. I felt that it came from a God who is alive. By reading the bible I learned more and more about Jesus. Some day I started to go to church. And I recognized that the things God promised in his word really happened. So I saw that the bible is true. 8 years ago I watched the Jesus -Movie. While I was watching this video I started to cry, because I recognized that Jesus did this for me. He died on the cross for me and he loves me.
Suddenly I had a warm feeling of love to him in my heart and I wished to be his child. At the end of this movie I gave my life to Jesus Christ. From this day on my life was not the same. Jesus healed all the pain of my soul. Later I asked him in a prayer to make me free from fear --- He made me free !---instantly !!!! From one moment to the other this fear left me which bound me so many years. No psychologist can do this. And I did not have any nightmares since I gave my life to Jesus.--I can sleep like a little baby.
Today I am happy. I am able to laugh again. But he gave much more to me ! There is no fear of death and I have new hope in Jesus because after this life on earth I will have eternal life in heaven. That is what God promised to the one which believe in Jesus Christ.
I am married again since 14 years and I am mom to 4 wonderful children. Jesus made all new and whole. HE IS WONDERFUL ! And I must tell this to the whole world and to all kind of men. THERE IS SALVATION !!! Jesus wants to give you the same ! He loves you and if you turn your heart to him he will come into your life. The fulfilment of our life is Jesus Christ. He is what men are searching for.
You can´t find it in alcohol, drugs, spiritism, money or other things. JESUS IS THE ANSWER ! Not only in this life -- also after death and in eternity. The one which belongs to Jesus on earth will spent eternity in community with him. And there will be no tears, no sorrow and no pain. At one of my next pages I will show you how to give your life to Jesus. If you need any help - please contact me. I would like to help you !
.John 6:37 All that the Father giveth me shall come to me; and him that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out.
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